I'm starting to get

I am starting to get why people go postal, commit suicide, and stay isolated.

Guiding Light goes dark

The only reason I am sad to see GL go is that many people are now out of a Job. I confess that I did watch it sometimes, but normally to follow the character Olivia played by Crystal Chapell; (I have been watching her since "The Days of Our lives" and next week she will reprise the role of Dr. Carly Manning, watch out Hope, she and Bo do have great chemistry.)

Soap are passee for me because I do not find it entertaining watching women hate each other because they both dated the same guy who they are both friends with, or the poor people worshiping the rich and still act high and mighty when they are just as bad. Don't get me started on the men.

Most shows are trying to bring in young people to help bring in younger views, are you kidding me, most of the young actor suck and most of their story lines does not reflect what younger views want to see.

ABC's wednesday night comedies

Finally, ABC has done it- They have done it right with Modern Families and Cougar Town, I hope people watch and I hope they keep up the funnies. Yesterday while watching "Old Christine" I was thinking that there should be more shows were the lead female gets away with saying the silly things men say and voila Courtney Cox in cougar town. Modern family was hilarious as well, I was laughing all night, more than I do whiles watching "30 rock" and "the office". I love shows were people can make fun of themselves.



Please watch!!!!:). Watching these shows is a great way to end your wednesday night- Laughing your ass off.

I want a rewarding job!!!

When I say that I am bored at work does not mean I am ungrateful for having a job. My purpose of working is to do something worthwhile and fullfilling not just funneling money from my employer to my creditors, which is what I am doing now with no time to rest or breathe because I have to work two jobs to support my pathetic life.

Today at work I receive an email from HR about learning to prioritize in order to enjoy life ( paraphrasing here). Its difficult to enjoy life when you spend 16hours doing things that do not add value to your life.
I spent last weeking talking to others about solving a particular problem in the world ( which was very rejuvenating) now I sit here waiting hoping I can really be more useful.

This weekend- Malaria, The environment, Human Trafficking!!!

I attended a seminar this weekend, it was great been around people who search similar interests, the conversation was very stimulating.
I gave a presentation on how Malaria can be eradicated in sub-saharan Africa if we clean up the environment.
Every one else spoke about human trafficking.
Human Trafficking- the biggest crime behind drugs!! This involves, selling humans for sex, slavery, and domestic servitude. Currently Sweden, UK, and Denmark are doing a lot to combat it and America seem to be onboard, well Maryland.

After this seminar, I should seek a international job or one that will allow me to do more especailly problem solve in healthcare.

Sorry, I have made other plans!!

I was just thinking of how easy it is for me to adjust after someone cancels or disrupt my plans. This weekend I was going to go to Boston to spend time with my grad school roommate, yesterday she emailed and cancelled, and two minuites later I started planning a day trip to NYC. If she had called later and told be I could still go to see her, I would have had to say sorry I have made other plans.

Another similar incident happend last year when I was asked to cover some shifts at my part-time job, two weeks after I had accepted the offer to work I received a message on my phone informing that I was not needed for any of the days, like a pro miniutes later I made plans with one of my friend for one of the days;a day after I made new plans I received a call asking me if I wanted to work one of the days and as true to form the asked me to work the day that I planned on hanging out with my friend, and as you would guess my response was, sorry I have made other plans.

The need for change!!!

Maybe it is because I crave learning (according to astrology I am an eternal student) but even though I am not in school I kind of live by the school cycle. September is here and all I can think about is completing the things I wanted do in the summer and starting a new list of things to do in the fall ( which for me starts now because its getting cold and I am wearing a jacket today).

Also I am of craving change right now, yesterday I was telling one of my co-workers that if I did not have credit cards bills, I will put my things in storage, differ my student loan payments, get out of Albany for good, and then I would visit relatives in England and Italy before settling in on a fulfilling career adventure(don't ask me about my current one).

I want a permanent change of scenary, i want to experience new things, places and people which is exactly why I have been traveling a lot lately but as the cold weather approaches I will become an hermit and I now wonder if the memories of all my recent travels would be enough to sustain me until warm weather comes again, or will I have to head south or west periodically until I can make a permanent change to prevent myself from imploding?