Tuesday, September 1, 2009

The need for change!!!

Maybe it is because I crave learning (according to astrology I am an eternal student) but even though I am not in school I kind of live by the school cycle. September is here and all I can think about is completing the things I wanted do in the summer and starting a new list of things to do in the fall ( which for me starts now because its getting cold and I am wearing a jacket today).

Also I am of craving change right now, yesterday I was telling one of my co-workers that if I did not have credit cards bills, I will put my things in storage, differ my student loan payments, get out of Albany for good, and then I would visit relatives in England and Italy before settling in on a fulfilling career adventure(don't ask me about my current one).

I want a permanent change of scenary, i want to experience new things, places and people which is exactly why I have been traveling a lot lately but as the cold weather approaches I will become an hermit and I now wonder if the memories of all my recent travels would be enough to sustain me until warm weather comes again, or will I have to head south or west periodically until I can make a permanent change to prevent myself from imploding?

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